...: Yep... the guy in need is guilty indeed...

I came home in the morning
And everything was gone
Oh what have I done
I dropped dead in the hallway
Cursing the dawn
Oh come on sun
Why must I burn
I’m just trying to learn
I stared into the light
To kill some of my pain
It was all in vain
Cause no senses remain
But an ache in my body
And regret on my mind
But I’ll be fine

Cause I live and I learn
Yes I live and I learn
If you live you will learn
I live and I learn

Got kicked in the head
So I started a fight
Cause I knew I was right
But I learned I was wrong
I remember a slaughter
I remember I fought
For the money I brought
I got blistered and burned
And lost what I earned

But I live and I learn
Yes I live and I learn
I got, I got it now
She’s got, She’s got it now

I came to on a corner
With some help from a man and goddamn
I don’t seem to have learnt
That a lady in need is guilty indeed
So I paid and got laid in return
And I don’t know what I’ve learned
Well you get what you give
And hell yes I lived
But if you live as you learn
I don’t think I'd be learned
Oh with the sun in my eyes
Surprise, I’m living a life
But I don’t seem to learn
No I don’t think I can learn
[Live and Learn - The Cardigans]


E no frio, no escuro...
Acordei com essa sensação...
De ter feito oq não devia...
E apesar de ter sido tão bom...
Saber que sou tão culpado qto aquele que estendeu a mão...
E pior...
Saber q olhar bem dentro dos olhos do desejo...
Só podia terminar em danação eterna naqueles segundos...
E nos minutos que seguiram aqueles segundos...
E nas horas que seguiram aqueles minutos...
E no vazio da lembrança...
E no saber que só fui digno de metade da felicidade...
Pois a outra metade saiu correndo...
E sabe Deus qdo voltará...
E assim passam os dias...


T -4dias para o enterro dos ossos...